Motivation

I used to rush home every weekdays to catch every episode of this particular drama showing on Channel 55 (StarHub TV) at 7pm. Now that this drama has finished, I feel that some 'thing' is missing everyday. It's this 'thing' that keeps my days and weeks going until ORD. This awesome drama is really really nice and I would strongly recommend everyone to watch it. To me, it's by far the best drama I've watched in my 21+ years on earth.

http://sugoideas.com/drama-2008/story-of-time/

I need to find new motivation to keep my days and weeks going until ORD.

Bye.

感同身受

Very Nice.

I'm just 21

I felt that my brain isn't functioning well nowadays. I've been forgetting what I wanted to do right after the moment I just thought of it. I really have to depend on jolting them down. Getting old or perhaps senile? Dammit I'm just 21.

I've been thinking since yesterday. How life would be different if I hadn't chosen the path which I walked on, 1 year ago, 5 years ago, 10 years ago etc. Actually, I'm thinking about that all the time.

While I was facebook-ing yesterday, I used my 21 year old brain and try to search the people from my 2 two primary schools that still left an impression on my memory. It just amazes me.

Bye.

Hugging of Buddha's Leg

All I wanted to do is just to activate my ez-link. But the queue is so damn fucking long. The Transit-Link office has been there for weeks and months and why do people have to wait till the very last week to do their exchange of ez-links? Why? Why?

Haven't been blogging that much because days are shit. Flight to home to sleep and back to flight. Why am I not utilizing my privilege of staying-out? Why am I just rotting my ass off when I'm at home? Tell me why?

Week by week passes by, and how I wish every week was just like this week.

Bye.

090909

Today is a 'special date' which will have annually until 2012. 090909. Fast-forward exactly one year from now. I'm supposedly counting down to the last few hours of 090910 and waiting for 100909 to come. That's my official ORD. Actually the official one is 120909, which is a Sunday.

So by some common idiot sense, it means that I've served for one year already. The past one year has been not too fast, not too slow. Thinking back the journey. Days as a recruit during BMT, 'heaven' days at PLAB waiting for course to start, days at Sembawang Camp getting Class 4, and of course, shit days at TAB as an 'Aviation Vehicle Specialist'. (it's really amazing how names can look so deceiving)

I still wish time would feel faster. I hope this will happen at the turn of the year.

Bye.

War

Bolton carried out 'Operation Nullify Gerrard'.

Liverpool looked clueless.

Bolton had a man shot down.

Liverpool swiftly carried out 'Operation Gerrard Torres'.

Liverpool won the war.

Another war coming up next.

It's over!

NDP 2009 is over. Ever since I was 'being volunteered' to be part of the RSAF Marching Contingent, I've been cursing every week that my Saturdays were burnt to ashes. But from the bottom of my heart, the journey was quite a worthwhile experience. The reciting of the National Pledge together with so many people at the end was such a 'hair-standing' moment. I feel blessed to be living in Singapore and proud to be a Singaporean. I love my country, but I don't hide the fact that I don't like to serve and has been looking forward to my ORD ever since day one.

I never ever did a countdown to my ORD. I just did it and it's approximately 56 weeks more. Minus all leaves/offs/public holidays and maybe disruption. I guess it's not too bad. =D

Finally back to Yew Tee to kick soccer 2 days back, after so many months. Enjoyable as usual, 'cause my passion for it never dies.

I'm quite bored at home. Facing my computer, listening to music, surfing the net, aimlessly thinking about alot of things. Oh this is such a familiar feeling.

Bye.

Sir Bobby Robson

The County Durham native was taken to the hearts of the Geordie nation as he led them back into European football while playing a brand of football that won the hearts of many a neutral. Robson's controversial sacking in August 2004 is often said to mark the beginning of Newcastle's current problems.

-Soccernet

Thanks for some great few years at Newcastle.

RIP.

Here we go again...

I've been catching every episode of 光阴的故事. Such a nice and funny show. Pretty actresses aside, the show perhaps will let one think back their school days; the stupidity, immature acts and all the laughter.

Was going home from town yesterday and certainly thought there was a NDP rehearsal on Sunday as well. So many people were dressed in red. Are there that many Liverpool fans around? Something suddenly struck my mind, Liverpool versus Singapore National Team and majority, maybe all of the spectators at the National Stadium were actually Liverpool fans. That's something to think about ain't it?

Days had been passing fast perhaps due to NDP. I'm approaching the one year mark, but ORD still seems so far away. Soon to be a one year soldier and yet I'm still drawing a mere $420-- a month allowance just like any other fucking recruit. Thinking of this makes me quite depress sometimes. That's the price for wishing for a non-combat vocation and maybe, not excelling well enough in BMT?

Actually, I've got plenty to voice out and rant about. But to avoid and unnecessary troubles, all I can say is that sadly, I'm back to flight tomorrow again. That about sums it all. After a long weekend, it's back to 'Here we going again, same old shit again'.

9th August is coming. One more Saturday to go.

Bye.

Decisions

There were many decisions that were made and not made in the past. I often like to think that life is like a portal filled with millions of television. Each of them portraying what happens when different decisions are made. Only one of them is showing what that is happening right now. It would be nice if such portal really exists. You get to see how your life differs from now if another decision is made at that point of time.

Unfortunately, this portal will never exist. So you will never know which decision made is good or bad. Perhaps one of the major flaws in every human beings is that you one will only realize your decision made in life is a bad one when it's too late. Decisions is no mathematics, which can be checked over and over again, changing your answers even though you have already wrote it down. In life, once you registered an 'answer', that's it. No one dollar three tries you'll get on fun-fairs.

People may say; analyze the situation and you will avoid making a bad decision. But seriously, some situations in life you wouldn't even have a second to think about. Or maybe, external events or pressures would not allow you to analyze at all. Come on, if mind-mapping, classifications, arrow-drawings, tree-like diagrams (and whatever there is) really work, the world will be a peaceful place.

For the past twenty one years of my life, I had already experienced many bad decisions made, suffered its consequences, and realized. The only way to live is to look forward.

Bye.